| A bit chilly.. |
[02 Jan 2009|02:51am] |
It's a little cool back home.
I put on my jacket.
It still smells like him.
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| Stylistically angry (read: faggot) teeth-baring, hair-ripping frustration |
[01 Dec 2008|06:31pm] |
I know what I want to do, and it's almost completely impossible (read: completely fucking impossible), and now it's all I can think about. I know nothing about it, I've never done anything even remotely similar to it before, I'm scared to say what it is, and it's in a completely different universe from anything I know anything about. I know more about producing music than I know about this shit, AND THAT'S LOL. But I feel like I'm wasting my time trying to be productive doing anything else.
WHY CAN'T LIFE BE AS SIMPLE AS POINTING MY DRILL IN A DIRECTION AND THRUSTING TO THE HEAVENS.
I'm getting a general AA, which in and of itself is fucklame, however things I wouldn't mind studying (not to be confused with what I know I want to do) like foreign language for example, isn't an option there, and I feel like I'm wasting my time and money. And I just plain feel like I don't have time to waste, I'm 18. I should be ready to do shit.
ITP: LOL POSTIN EMO SHIT IN A LIVEJOURNAL
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| PURE EVIL. |
[31 Aug 2008|09:06pm] |
Dare you think not?
FUCK YOU.
(A better look at the progress) Those green dots up top if you can see them are the rings that Steph bought me, which I rigged into earrings :3 they still need gems if I can find them but if I can't, I really don't have the time to fix them anyway. There's still sooooo much to do.
A closeup.
How they look being worn, wigless.
Wig to come tomorrow!
and PRAYING that the hoop skirt arrives on time.
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| Today is a good day. |
[23 Oct 2007|02:08pm] |
It's such a good day, infact, that I even came on livejournal to tell you how good it is.
I am getting a Prius and also I have World of Warcraft.
I'm going to go fap and play WoW now. AT THE SAME TIME.
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[31 Jul 2007|11:43pm] |
There are soo many artists who inspire me and who I bow down to, so I thought I'd share some of them. I've listed many artists by the names I know them by, and a website (that might not be their own, such as profession artists with no website known to me) where you can find their work. I may add to this list later, too, as I remember/discover them. Also, they're in no particular order. You'll also find that many/most of them are from Deviantart as I've spent all too much of my life there. u___u. If they have their own sites I'll try to provide them instead. If you want the DA for any artists, I'll try to give them if I have them, just ask. Also, I literally have more than 500 people on my watchlist on DA. If you'd like me to put out my watchlist, I'll give them to you, since all of them are spectacular. However, for this list, I'm only adding the ones that I'm particularly deeply attached to.
( Long List is Looooooooooooong. )
There's a bunch more that I haven't added yet because they're on my PC bookmarks.
(I'm enjoying my new laptop thoroughly. n___n!)
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[25 Jun 2007|07:50pm] |
Mmmmmm DJ valuemeal... +____+ *cough*
So I finally at least made this a little livable, I guess.
I've been in a Passion rut again lol. It's what I like to call these short periods of time when I am completely incapacitated by the song Passion ala Utada Hikaru. (It's just SO beautiful, brings tears to my eyes every time I go near it.) There's other things that do this to me too, like Shadow of the Colossus, Cave Story... other things ... xD; GOD I'M SUCH A PANSY.
Someone show me how to do those funky cutid things in LJ so I can post art. :[
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[15 May 2007|04:01pm] |
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THIS JOURNAL IS PERPETUALLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION BECAUSE I SUCK AND WANT IT PRETTY BUT IT'LL NEVER GET THERE BECAUSE I'M LAZY :((((((((((((((((((
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| mmnnnnn college @__@ |
[05 Jan 2007|08:24pm] |
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Michael Andrews - Gretchen Ross |
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Rushing headfirst like a crash test dummy into a brick wall.
So I'm officially a senior as of January 3rd, skipped a year, just, fuck.
...fuck.
I'm already really regretting it, and its only been two days. Everything is just rushing by so fast. I'll be in college before I'm 18, in August, before I have a car. I just ... arghhhh fuckfuckfuck
Oh, and that's assuming I get ACCEPTED.
Ringling School of Art and Design is a excellent school. And when it comes to school, we know, I am less than excellent. *headdesk*
So this is a complete stress-induced neurotic paranoia trip. Oh yes.
In the meantime, I propose I FUCK IT and go buy Phoenix Wright: Justice for All on the January release date, the day after my application is due. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAA
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| Grrface update! |
[28 Aug 2006|07:31pm] |
uggghhh I hate sewinggg XD
alright so, it's really hard to tell, but since last time, I've added ears, a body, one arm, and I've made a test toe that turned out okay. ummm yea. ~__~ Im really getting huffy trying to figure out how to do the back of the head and the hind legs mostly. oh, and also, eyes.
Nothing in this picture has stuffing yet, except for the toe in front that isnt attached to anything, and the shoulder of the one arm which you cant see from the way it's laying XD...;;; aw well.
If you have no idea what Im talking about, google image: Moomba.
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| A real journal. |
[12 Aug 2006|02:00pm] |
So, school has started again. I'm in junior year, and I've gotta say I can tell its going to be EXCRUCIATINGLY difficult. I'm already flipping out because I've ALREADY misplaced my planner. Brit's flown off to Boston, and I'm already missing her. It's so boring around here!
Life has been kind of a drag. My weight has been sneaking up on me, and I gotta work a little harder now to get it off again. I'd like to lose like 20 lbs but I know that's not going to happen. XD; If I could just get back to my original weight, [10lbslighter,] I'd feel better. ahh well; C'est la vie. ;3;
Im waiting patiently for Rule of Rose to come out. ohboyohboy I cant wait for that, a pyschological horror from ATLUS, no wai. ;u; *hides boner* asdgf
Commissions still retardedly piling up, as always.. u__u *laments her laziness*
I've gotta save up money for AWA. I wish I had planned it a little better, but alas. I probably should have bought a table for it, but ehh I think I'd feel too much pressure at AWA, with all the AMAZING artists there. Coeey +___+... I cant wait to meet her ;__; and Wayah! ;n; so excited.
Man. There's way too many people I want to meet.
I've got somethin
and it goes thumpin
like this.
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| laa~ |
[12 Aug 2006|01:57pm] |
*stamps forhead*
I've gotta be dead by now.
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[25 Mar 2006|02:14pm] |
We named them. ♥
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| Dance if you want to. |
[08 Mar 2006|03:21pm] |
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Gackt - REDEMPTION |
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Today we jumped in pillows.
The end.
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| THE SERIOSITY OF FCAT. |
[28 Feb 2006|09:39pm] |
SERIOUSLY, FCAT IS SERIOUS BUSINESS. SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY, ROCK THE FCAT.
picture thanks to Syd. ♥
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| A Brief Reprise. |
[28 Feb 2006|08:18pm] |
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Elfen Lied - Neji |
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God, Megacon sucked. XD but...
D'espairsRay made up for it tenfold. ♥ They rocked so hard. I LOVED IT.
...though I'm still feeling the aftereffects.
My neck is sore as all hell, like I pulled something, my ears are still periodically ringing, and my feet have blisters. My legs are also sore.
I started playing Gaia, after refusing to for like, what, two years? /swt
Krystal quit. I got some of her stuff.
Lauren doesn't play much. I got a lot of her stuff. Mushroom ?
Commissions list is hellishly long. I raised the prices, in an attempt to put a damper on the constant flow of them, but it failed. Not high enough, apparently, and I'm too charitable to make them higher. xD; Oh well.
Exams suck.
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| I am not here - I am comming |
[20 Feb 2006|05:16pm] |
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Dir en Grey - Beautiful Dirt |
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Before we begin, I would like to make one thing clear:
If I was a fangirl for a day, this man would be my fanism. ♥ Oh yes. Just look at himmm oh god I want to squish his face. ;3;
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| Sulfur |
[18 Feb 2006|11:09pm] |
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